By: Madhusudhan Soni
Heavy breath and feeling paralyzed, it was a dark dream inside a dream. I could not feel anything, no light, no motion, nothing, just darkness. I was feeling so sensitive and insecure but no one was around, just walking and walking on the dark road of life. It did not make me lose, I did not give up and kept walking to find that one light that could break the dream and take me away from the limitless falls inside this void. I tried to find support, a friend who could be there to support me, a family who could support me but no one was there and I begged for that one ray of light which I could follow. I did everything to find that one light, the golden light to show me the path. I was all sweaty, afraid in the dream but I didn't lose hope and when I saw that one light it was like I saw everything, it was just the fear, the fear of uncertainties.
The light was me and no one else, it was just my very own mind. Everything was there with me all this time, the people, the roads, the buildings and everything was glowing so bright full of energy and life. The dream was over now. Inside my dream, My mind played a lot with me and I explained a lot to it. When I woke up I appreciated myself because I was the only one standing there all the time, fighting things all alone but never realized who actually I am.
This is what success in life is meant to be, it will pull you to the dark side where you will feel so trapped, so empty, so helpless that you will lose your hope. And when you stop trying and lose it, you are not yourself anymore. Try to find that one light in you, support yourself in every condition and stop misunderstanding things, stop putting yourself in such conditions where you call yourself useless. Appreciate yourself, get partners for a living but not for success because when you start to rely on someone for success then it means you do not trust yourself, you do not trust your own light and you start following some other light which could fade away so soon, so fast that you won't even realize it.
The dark dream had nothing evil in it, it was just your own imagination, your brain makes things based on what you think, you think evil you dream evil.
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